不想长大

http://www.facebook.com/video/video.php?v=125223292642&ref=mf

今天很开心，和一般朋友玩到很癫

可是完全没想到回到家后的心情会落差这么大.....

看了这个video，眼泪流了下来，

想到以后爸爸妈妈会这样，眼泪就不由自主地往下流

曾经在很小时，我会时常睡到一半时哭醒，原应是我梦到爸妈要离开我了...

这样的事已经很久没发生了，我以为我长大了，

但看了这个video后，我才发现原来我还是个小孩

我突然很怕有一天爸妈会离开我，真的很不想长大

回想起妈妈的外婆还在世时，她对我们真的很好

一年一年`的过去，一年一年的老去，

当你看到她躺在床上，脸也肿了起来，吃喝拉撒都在床上时

心会真的真的很酸....

我不想，很不想再看到这种情形

为什么我要长大呢，我不想爸妈因为我长大而老去，我不想有一天他们会离开我....

如果他们先离开，我会伤心；如果我先离开，他们会伤心...

所以我有了一个很自私的想法，如果2012成真，那就什么都不用想了.....

Interesting blog

i get to noe this interesting blog from my fren, haha enjoy guys!!

http://theshitstream.blogspot.com/

2009 Sem Break - Penang

the first trip of sem break'09

where - Penang

when - 30/9/09

who - TD8

i know i have been very lazy to update my blog lately, i wanted to post on all my trips on the sem break but i'm just... too lazy hmmm!

one thing i like about Penang, the food

mee rojak from pasar, loh hokkien mee(har mee), fish head noodle, durian ice kacang, asam laksa, indian mee, mah kiok, curry puff, oh~ jian.... n lots more

please let me know if i miss out any nice penang food!!!!

the jetty~

the beach~

the party~

the gang~

the roommates~

5/1/10 - First Time

day 5 of 2010,

video shooting @ FRiM in the morning - done

left the editing part, good luck to Vincent X2 + shawn, please work it out ar

all our efforts are inside the handy cam!!

6pm+, raining

was driving my WTF sending shi wei, benny and Winnie..

as usual, jam like shit...

7pm,

2km countdown 2 my home, *BANG*

it's a BMW.... n my WTF myvi

i was like OMFG!!!

i get down from my car

the 1st thing i do, say sorry n take a look at her car

i m too tired 2 judge who's fault it's, n she has no idea as well

her BMW, scratch bit bit, kemek bit bit

my WTF myvi, langsung no kemek + scratch bit bit

-_-''''

sorry kak, she says tak pa since kemek abit bit

phew! sry n bye bye kak

peace~

唉！

今晚的我觉得好迷茫，好害怕，
不知道原因...
跟朋友在一起时，脸上嘻嘻哈哈，可是心却飘在别的地方....

现在我坐在这里，心里依然觉得害怕空虚寂寞，
独自一个人....

突然很想念家里，想念爸爸妈妈哥哥和妹妹....
还有她...

晚安~

new year, new spec

day 2 of 2010, have to say bye bye 2 old spec finally...

is not i want to, but i was forced TO!

pity lil spec

got a new 1, make Mama pay for it

muahahaha

new spec

currently wearing contact lens, so nice (first time)

never thought that the world can be so clear even without putting spec on...

no burden at all + clear vision

an end..

when everything comes to an end....

10 days of event finally come to an end,

i luv the event,

i luv the pay XD,

n i luv everyone!